Archive for the ‘Weight Loss’ Category

Target Pants

Wednesday, March 31st, 2010

I was unable to fit into the target pants that I had at the end Chicago Marathon. I didn’t lose enough weight to squeeze into them.  After seeing the scale last week, I decided to try out a few of them on.  A big warm glow filled inside me.  The REI Trailbuilder pants gave me a slight muffin top when I secured the button.  The Patagonia jeans comfortably wrapped my legs.  It wasn’t tight at all.  Impressive.

Because of the weight loss, I have to retire my Levi’s 559 jeans from the rotation.  They began to look like I wore pleated jeans because of the excess fabric.  I loved the way they fit on me.  I love the feel of Levi’s jeans.  I’ll reuse them somehow without working it to death in the back yard.  Maybe I will turn it into a chalk bag, a satchel, or possibly, just possibly, a man bag.  Anything is possible.  Levi’s jeans are so iconic.  So many things can be crafted from it.  I think I’m going to launder them for one last trip romp around Chicago.

After fitting my pants and consulting my mom, I am updating my goals before the marathon.  My new target pants will be a 32 inch waist and a 32 inch inseam by the Chicago Marathon.  It’s feasible.  It’s possible.

BTW- My scale claims that I’m 195.  Not bad for being semi-sick and cutting back on running from foot pain.  Once this sore throat is gone, back to normal training!

Under 200

Wednesday, March 24th, 2010

I couldn’t believe it when I first saw the scale. 198 pounds.  Is it really true?!  I haven’t been under 200 pounds since my sophomore year of college.  I checked a week later, my weight continued to stay under 200 pounds despite eating at a delicious brunch buffet at Pinstripes.  I haven’t been under 200lbs in years.  Three years ago, I was 227lbs.  Nine pounds a year?  I’ll take that.  I didn’t get overweight overnight.  Why should weight loss be the same thing?

197lbs

I stopped using my food journal last week and I continue to maintain my weight.  My jeans are sliding off my body.  I tighten my belt and they look like they’re pleated.  My goal this week is 192 pounds.

I forecast my clothes hiatus ending soon.  I stopped buying clothes a couple of years ago unless it was necessary.  Now, I’m looking forward to the day I get to my goal weight and size so I can buy new clothes.  I can see that happening sometime this year.  I feel slightly giddy with the prospect of updating my dated closet.

Dealing with Running Fear and Anxiety

Friday, March 19th, 2010

What’s with all the self-doubt and anxiety in running I’ve been reading lately? I blame the ‘fair weather’ running season unofficially starting.  Joey posted on his blog about how he thinks he’s going to fail or he doubts his abilities.  Anxiety began stalking A Girl Runs Through It to cause forgetfulness and physical pain.  Runner’s World featured an article with Kara Goucher and it went over her demons.  I’ve been there.  I’ve done that.  I still do that. Hell, it slapped me up side the head a few days ago.  What does everyone do with their fears and anxiety?  A sticking point I have is dealing with the daunting size of a beautiful dream and goals.

The Beautiful Goal

We dream beautiful goals.  It makes us happy.  It aspires us to do something better.  Unfortunately, the more we think of the whole process, the more daunting it appears.  It’s easier to break that large beautiful goal down into smaller and quickly achievable goals. For my first marathon, I focused on each step and accomplishing each mile in Hal Higdon’s training.  My goal for the first marathon wasn’t to hit a certain time.  It was simply to finish the race and earn whatever finishing time I received.  The last three marathons I did were to convince myself I can go the distance.

I have a new goal.  I want to qualify for Boston under three hours.  I need to chop off an hour and thirty-eight minutes off my time.  There’s a lot to do.  I feel overwhelmed by that time.  I need to keep on believing and have faith in myself despite what everyone else tells me.  Since Phila., I’ve been planning and breaking down the steps to get to Boston.  I’m designing, building, and honing the tool to get myself there.  Myself.

I spent a couple of months designing a plan to get there.  to achieve my dream, I need to lose the unhealthy weight, get stronger, be injury free, run faster, and run smarter.  I’ll be focusing on each pound I need to eliminate and getting stronger this year.  Because of the lightened load on my body and a stronger system, I have a feeling that I’ll finish Chicago with another PR.

The first major stop before Boston is the Illinois Marathon.  It’s to remind myself to enjoy the event and enjoy the run. Running shouldn’t be a burden.  It should be joy and happiness.

The tool needs to honed.  I don’t know what the details are for this next step except seeking advice and coaching on running faster and smarter.  I need to focus on the here and now before worrying about other aspects of getting to Boston.

How is everyone else breaking down their goals into smaller steps?

Wednesday Weigh In

Thursday, October 22nd, 2009

I finished gathering all the data I needed to develop realistic goals and build an action plan.

The Current Numbers

  • Blood Pressure: 140/80 mm Hg
  • Weight: 202lbs
  • Waistline: 40in. waist (measured 2 inches below belly button)
  • BMI: 29.4 (Border line Obese)
  • Real Age: 3.4 years younger than my chronological age.
  • My lab results from a few months ago can be found here.

Goal

My six month goal is to bring all of my numbers within a healthy range.  I would like to see myself eliminate two to three pounds a week with the expectation of hitting a plateau every so often.  It will involve hard work and determination to change my bad habits and stick to the plan.

On April 29, 2010 I want to weigh 167 pounds, fit into a size 34in pant, have a blood pressure under 120/80 mmHg and run a marathon in 3:44:59.  It’s a very doable goal as long as I’m consistent.  At the end of each month or race, I’ll weigh in to give everyone an update.  I will visit a doctor or nurse practitioner for a full physical.

There are other reasons why I’m doing this.  It builds self-esteem and confidence in other areas in my life.  Exercise and physical health improves mental health.  I’ve read news articles finding that a healthy life is highly correlated with a better life.

Roadblocks and Solutions

There will be a few roadblocks in the way.  Friends and family enjoy eating out.  My mom’s good cooking entices the senses.  There will be days where laziness or lethargy sneak in.  The biggest roadblock I will face is a lack of confidence.  Fear and anxiety comes with the territory.

Creating a regular schedule and a regimented routine the first few weeks forces me to go on autopilot.  Early in the morning in need to be super productive before the doubt sneaks in and ruins my day.  I need to get plenty of quality sleep and recharge each night to recover and grow. Each training day needs to be structured so I don’t waste my time figuring things out.

I spared everyone from half naked photos.  It’s not a pretty sight.  It’s not horrendous but I think you’d prefer not to see them until much later.  Here’s to a better life!  Wish me luck!

Building a Healthy Foundation

Wednesday, March 4th, 2009

I want to build a healthy foundation before I start training for the Chicago Marathon.  A better life will rest upon it as well as a better marathon time.  The foundation will be built upon better eating better while lowering my caloric intake, aerobic training, strength training, and mental training.

Eating well and losing weight is an important key to get healthy.  You are what you eat as the saying goes.  During my research at the library and online, I found that the best diet to lose weight is a good balanced diet that is low in calories.  The straightforward and doable diet is found in Drs. Mehmet Oz and Michael Roizen’s book, “You on a Diet,” on the Mayo Clinic website, and apparently, it’s used on the Biggest Loser.

To make sure I stick to my diet, I continue to track my diet in my journal.  It helps me figure out what I’m doing wrong and why.  It checks reality for me.  Unfortunately, I went over my calorie restriction today by roughly 700 calories.  I do well when I’m outside the home.  There are so many food temptations at home.  I’ll do better next time.

Running will remain my primary form of aerobic exercise.  I need to incorporate other forms of exercise so I do not get sick of something I love.  As the days get longer and warmer, I will start cycling and other outdoor activities.  I’ll find other things to do as I progress.

Building muscle strength is a key ingredient that has been missng in my training.  I haven’t did any real resistance training since my junior year of high school.  I borrowed a few books from the library to educate myself.  I started browsing them earlier this evening and found a lot of useful information that I can use tomorrow.

The most difficult part to train is the mind.  Years of bad habits have built up and are difficult to change.  Being aware of this will speed getting rid of bad habits and replacing with good ones.  With the help of the journal I carry around, I will be able to become the best that I can be.

In addition to writing in a journal to track my progress, I’ll be photographing myself each week and have the printed.  I hope seeing these results will encourage me to keep moving forward.  If I’m still not making progress, I’m going to look into finding a personal trainer to kick my butt.

Building a good foundation to base my marathon training is important.  What’s more important is living a better and healthier life.

Registered for the 2009 Chicago Marathon

Monday, February 2nd, 2009

I thought 2008 was the first and last year that I’d run a marathon but the running bug bit me.  I registered on the first day registration opened.  If I put it off, I might have talked myself out of it again.  I am pursuing a couple of lofty goals this year.

My first goal is reaching all my health targets before the race.  Raising $1000.00 for a charity is my second goal.  My final goal is a bit crazy.  I will be training to run the marathon in under four hours.  Can it be done?  Yes.  I just need to stay focused and dedicated.  Anything can be done if I can stay focused and be free from distractions.

A Summary of My 2009 Plans and Goals

Saturday, January 3rd, 2009

At Matthew’s request, here’s a quick summary of my major goals and mini goals for 2009,  I will also list my mini-goals for January.

School: Transfer to UIC by Fall 2009

  • Take 17 credit hours at Harper College in the Spring semester and earn at least a 3.5GPA.
  • Attend UIC Summer sessions and take 12 credit hours.
  • Transfer to UIC in the Fall and take 15 credit hours IF I’m not doing an internship.  (12 credit hours with an internship.)

Health: Be Physically Healthy

  • Shed 25lbs by the Chicago Shamrock Shuffle 8k (29 March 2009).
  • Reach 180lbs, <120/80mm Hg, and have a 34in waist by the Chicago Marathon (11 October 2009).
  • Run the Chicago Marathon under four hours.
  • Grow an organic garden.

Financial Freedom: One Step Closer to Independence

  • Eliminate $8,000.00 bad debt in August.
  • Develop a better organization system.
  • Simplify finances so it is easier to manage.

Travel: Live and Experience Life!

  • Southern Illinois -Trad Climbing (April).
  • Wisconsin- Milwaukee Day Trip for beer, bikes, music, and MAM.
  • Michigan- Camping and Hiking on North Manitou Island.
  • New Hampshire, Vermont, and NYC- Basic Ice Climbing, skiing, visiting a friend, and celebrate New Years on Times Square.

January Goals

  • Attend all classes and read all material before class.
  • Fill out the FAFSA application for the 2009-2010 school year.
  • Apply for a student loans for school expenses.
  • Find a solution for managing personal finances.
  • Start saving for travel and other future expenses.
  • Continue training for the Shamrock Shuffle
  • Eliminate 10 pounds by January 31st.