I have to bend like a reed in the wind so I don't break and stop moving forward. I injured myself in May and haven't fully recovered. I haven't been consistent with my running because I don't want to re-injure myself. To protect myself, I will be treating the Chicago Distance Classic as a really long and slow day. My goal is to start and finish the race.
Many times in my life I would have hid under my covers if I were not prepared and scared for what might be coming. Perfectionism stops me short of my goals because the negative side of me yells that its not good enough. I slow down and quit when my goals are in sight. I need to stare down my negative thoughts and say no.
I'm running for a number of reasons. First, this is a stepping stone in marathon. It'll give me an indication of how my body will react in long distances. Second, I'm proving to myself and others that I'm accomplishing what I thought was the impossible a few years ago. It will definitely be a confidence booster. Finally, I'm doing it to raise money for charity and in memory of my uncle.
Before signing off tonight, I want to thank everyone that's supported me an my cause thus far. I really appreciate the donations to the American Cancer Society, words of wisdom, and time to train besides me. I look forward to this Sunday and another milestone on my journey to a better life.
